Finding your voice on line
We’ve almost finished our module and I look back now at how I’ve changed since the beginning of the module. For someone who never used chat rooms or discussion fora, I’m online most nights chatting to Enda about what we need to do next in our activity assignment. Mostly we have accessed the chat room, had a chat about what we’re going to work on and then individually worked away; still logged into the chat room but only checking in with each other when we have a query or come across something that might be an issue. It’s almost like working face to face but not quite. We’ve also played the part of “lurkers” as we worked away and listened in on what other people were discussing, contributing when called on. The chat room has been invaluable for getting the whole group together to brainstorm, discuss ideas and make decisions. This can take so much time through email or discussion boards.
Reflecting on whether our group had more issues in this module as we were online than the group I worked with in the ID module I think that in both cases it’s a tribute to both groups that we completed each activity on time and to a very high standard. In this module we have had some technology problems in that we lost content posted to our wiki and some members of the group couldn’t access the chat room. But we managed to find ways around all of this and keep everyone updated. I would say that we managed to meet up more often during this module as a whole group online and sometimes worked until quite late at night. This is only possible online as our group are based all over the country. When our online meetings were finished there was no long journey home all we had to do was log off. With the timescales involved I don’t think it would be possible to complete the amount of work we did if we were meeting up face to face. So I never thought I’d say (or write) this but I don’t think we encountered anymore difficulty in meeting up online than we did face to face. Having said that the activities that we worked on in this module may be more suited to online meetings than the ID module and hence the reason for that. My last thought on it is that I noted the other group are finalising their activity when they get back to the real world of class this week and we will as well. Sometimes there is nothing like a face to face chat over a cup of coffee (or tea) to empathise about workloads, chat about the weather and get down to the serious issues of deciding the final aspects of our group project that need to be wrapped up.
I’ve reflected on the challenges that I have encountered over this module. As a reflective shy student I’ve found it harder than I thought it would be. There is research done that states that introverted students react better in online classes than extroverts as they don’t suffer the pressure that is felt in a face to face environment. I don’t think that has been the case for me and I wonder is it because we knew each other before the online module began. Another aspect is that the activities – the debate activity in particular- have been completed at a pace that I didn’t really feel comfortable with. Time and effort was put into researching the topic but with the timescales involved there is a feeling that the contributions given were not as valuable as they could be. During the earlier webinars in this module I have been distracted by the amount of chat that has taken place during lectures almost feeling like I’m in a noisy classroom and longing for silence to allow me digest what’s going on. But what is happening now? I feel more comfortable in my online environment. Nipper describes the key to being a successful student online is being “noisy”. It’s taken a bit longer than I thought but I’ve found my online voice and whilst contributing to discussion in the chat rooms I’m also sending messages to individual students and to the whole room. The noise levels are definitely increasing!
